first...
Holy crap this xanga thing has changed...
it is better... too bad nobody uses it anymore...
anywho... it shall give me a safe place to chat....

I went and seen Pirates 3 tonight...
Is there no such thing as a woman that is true to the end?
Must she always go off and kiss the random "friend"
Must she love so loosely?

Although the Miss Elizabeth was in love she still entertained kisses with several...
and when i remember the tragedy spiderman three was destroying my image of MJ
Then i think back is there ever a movie where she stays true?
and the movie that pops into my head is The Notebook....
NOPE not a true woman in sight...
or at least it seems...

I know i have used blanket statements that are not true of most women...
I guess i am somewhat bitter due to some circumstances we shall not discuss here...

I wish i knew someone who is really true...
in my age group... that might actually spawn hope..
Anywho it has been a total blast... i might actually enjoy this xanga thing
again...
TheEndisHere

The Unconventional one is come out of hiding
He is come back from an upward spell of bliss
He is back where he belongs
Five o'clock people
The nothing venture
This is the constant question
its tireless insistence of blame in your name
and I would truly give anything, everything
to silence these questions
But I'm sorry I cant do this
an I'm sorry to make you cry
And I'm sorry I know that it's over
And I'm sorry to waste your time
And love is worth the fail
to bring you here
but you appear
and I beg for distraction
and time combines with memory
to silence me, and still my intentions
just like you still me
And I'm sorry I cant do this
And I'm sorry to make you cry
And I'm sorry I know that it's over
And I'm sorry to waste your time

Yeah so I am sorry...
... so is it bad to allow yourself to fall into
a fake world? people do it all the time right
video games and such... a happy release of their
time... or a mindless escape from what is real right?

I am so tired...
I am so sick...
I am so...



bRoKeN...


The End is Here
and i am too tired
to figure out what it all means
i am...
Have a Day...

I am out